Maryann. I think all here understands. Part of me is trying to have a nice Christmas for the family that is still here, while part of me just wants it to hurry up and be over, there are so many in my family that have passed. I know Donnie is with me, I would just like to see him here. I guess that's the physical part , being able to see our loved ones would be wonderful , the soul part knows we are together and we don't need to see to know.
