Maryann,I understand exactly how you feel, its a mixture of sadness and happiness.I think Carole has put it exactly correct how it feels to us all.The holidays will be over soon and a new year begins but the missing of our loved ones its another year of them not being here in the physical.Im grateful that the pain is not an intense daily thing because I don't think any of us could handle that. Take care sweet lady, you are not alone
