In times of sorrow such as what I am going through the loss of my son 30 from a massive heart attack, I am frantically searching for sites such as yours because peter came to me the day after i was sitting on the couch at 4 a.m. having coffee and my front door was locked as usual and all of a sudden that door flew open and a warmth surrounded my heart i knew it was him I have always told my children no matter where I am the door will always be opened well he did come home I am feeling so much guilt because we hadn't been talking due to personal reasons so I never got the chance to talk with and love him for 3 years very long years and I find this out his father passed from the same thing I lost a daughter christine 3 mos to SIDS so when does it end I can't take anymore. Paulette Tomassi 3/24/03

thanks for letting me read this cuz my sister has luekemia and im going to try to share beautiful times with her til the day she dies.

After my dad's death in 1984 from Cancer, I became interested in the Afterlife. My husband and 3 children (I was pregnant with #4) lived with my dad while our new house was being built, so I took care of my dad, taking him to his chemo and radiation treatments and making sure he did his best at eating every day. My parents smoked all my life growing up but my dad quit just a year before his death. After he passed, whenever I was lonely or upset with my husband or just missing my dad, I would smell his cigar smoke. My parents divorced a few years earlier, but my dad still lived in the house his mother bought in the early 1900's and the same house that he and his brother and sister were born in and I grew up in. I often talked to him and sensed he was around all the time. I thought after we moved that he wouldn't be around anymore, but I was wrong. I still smell the cigar smoke at times and sense that he is around, especially at times I am upset or missing him like before. No matter where you are, your loved ones will ALWAYS be around you. I started watching John Edward when he first came on TV a few years ago and now watch James Van Praagh too. I had gotten my husband to start watching John Edward a few months before his mother passed suddenly of a heart attack. I believe and we often discuss this too, that it truly helped him deal with her death. He knew then and know that she never really left, just her physical body has. My husband has seemed to change a great deal on how he deals with life's situations and people, he is much, much better. My husband has Juvenile Diabetes and has had several complications over the past year and we know as the years go by, it will just be more and more as he is close to 50 yrs. old now. Knowing that either of us could pass at anytime, as well as anyone of our kids or family, etc., we don't take life for granted anymore and know that we will be together again in a much better place. I don't fear death anymore with the help of sites like these and the many people like yourself that helps us with our grief. I read and buy so many books on this type of subject and often tell others to do the same. I don't want people to grieve for me when I pass, but feel good about my life...past and FUTURE. Keep up the wonderful work and keep writing more books like this one.

I decided to look up this website just for "No apparent reason" except for the fact that both my home stereos keep coming on in the middle of the day by themselves, and once before I went to bed at night. I lost my brother to cancer when he was 11 years and I was 24 years. I watched him suffer so much and had quite a bit of confusion on how I could never ever see him again, talk to him, it still bothers me at least weekly. When the stereos started coming on I realized FINALLY he seems to be here, I believe he is speaking to me and reading this book should validate this. Thanks

My husband died in 2001 and your book was a blessing to me. It was recommended by John Edward on one of his shows. Bless you for your work and thank you for showing me this web site.