I have lost a sister in1958 died giving birth to her 2nd child. Then I lost my brother Jan 94, he was passing from colon cancer. As he was staring at the ceiling and beening 56 yr old{his mind was wonderful}He said "Dad says he was scared" I said Dad was never afraid of anything. He said,No at this stag of his passing he was scared. Of course being into this I ask if our sister was with Dad, He said,YES they all are here,all the family that has passed. I asked questionsof my sis. He gave me her answers. Each of us took a turn asking questions of the otherside. when it got to my brother,s wife's cousin. {none of us from out of town thought anything of this til after}.She asked if HER DAD WAS THERE? He asnwered "Yes, Jack is stand right next to you.". She white knucked it on a chair. All of us from out of state didn't know that MY BROTHER NEVER KNEW HER DAD'S NAME. My brother said "I see the light, and we told him to go to the light.He said,No, Our sister told him, not yet, they are not ready for you yet. Thursday{this was on Tuesday.}He passed Friday at 1 A.M. Boy do I believe in the otherside ..you bet. Go With G-d. Love to all, Diane

your site is amazing. I lost my boyfriend Billy in a car accident on 5/30/91, and i am still having a hard time dealing with it (even though i have since married). And i just lost my mother-in-law on 5-23-98. things are really bad right now--and its so good to have a site to go to where other people understand. There have been so many times i have felt both of their presences. Thank you for being here for me!

This web site is so informative. When you loose a child there is not anything anybody can say that helps.Especially if they haven't lost someone too. You should not have to bury your children they are suppose to outlive you. Anyway on Sept. 9, l997 my son Ted 16 yr old, passed away from Cystic Fibrosis and on Dec. 8, l997 my son Thomas 11 yrs.old also passed away from Cystic Fibrosis. Within 3 months to the day I burried both my boys. Thomas had been doing so well until his brothers death. The loneliness of loseing his brother and dealing with the future of this ugly disease was more then Thomas could handle. He went in the hospital and within 1 week the day after his 11th Birthday he passed away. I lost both my boys in such a short time. They were my life and my strength and my heroes.....but I am very blessed with the fact I do have 3 beautiful healthy girls that love and miss their brothers very much. It has been very hard some day harder then others. Alot of days and nights it is this computer and sites like this that help me get through the rough times. We also have alot of good friends and family support. I just wanted to thankyou for sharing with me and letting me share some of my loss and my sadness.

My son, Benjy, was in a car accident on June 10, 1997. He lived for 30 hours and was declared brain dead on June 11, 1998. It was about 4 weeks after the funeral and I had just gone back to work. I was praying so intently asking God to let me see or hear from Ben. The only way to describe it - it's like I was in a trance. Ben said, "Mom, Mom." And I sai, "yes, Ben." He said, "Mom, it's so cool up her in Heaven - no not cool. There are no words that you know to describe what it's like. The only word that I can think of that kind of describes it is AWESOME! But, it's so much more than awesome." Benjy's voice was so excited - like I had never heard before. He continued by saying,"Mom, I just want to tell you that I love you so much. And, please tell Dad and Blake that I love them too. Promise me, mom, that you'll tell Dad and Blake how much I love them." I said, "I promise that I will tell Dad and Blake that you love them. I love you Benjy." THEN, I heard a strong voice say, "Robin, I'm so proud of you. Keep believing in Me and spreading My word. Don't worry aabout Ben. He's happy, whole and free from any pain. I'll be with him until you can be with him. Keep believing!" IT WAS OVER. I came out of that so called trance and looked around and shook my head wondering what had just taken place. I was smiling though and I felt complete peace and calm from the top of my head to my toes. Then I thought I must have had a nervous breakdown. But if felt so happy. I JUST TALKED TO BENJY AND TO GOD!!!! I knew he was OK and in Heaven with God!!! And he was still with me!!! I called my husband and told him. I asked Bill if he thought that I was losing my mind. And he said that he believe me. That Ben and God had blessed my by talkign with me and letting me know that Benjy is still alive. Just not with me, but in Heaven. Praise God! That experience has changed my life. I love you Benjy and God!!!

I actually stumbled across your website while looking at James Van Praaghs page I think its great that people do have this to turn to. My mother passed away almost two years ago very unexpectedlyand the police classified it as a freak accident. I was only 19 and she was only 39 and needless to say since she has been gone I have felt lost, confused and I have constantly wondered what exactly happened the night she died. It was the first time in all my life I was not with her. I wish I could say I have had experiences wher I felt her but I havent and this seems strange since we had such a stong bond. Anyway thats how I got here, I was just looking to see if there is anyone out there who could answer my questions and maybe help me make contact with my momma.