Oh Maryann, my heart goes out to you. There is no way to explain the love you feel for each other, it is so pure. You know he will be with you forever but that pain of not being able to see or feel him in a physical sense hurts so much. I am glad your husband was able to see him. I'm sure that was Idgy's way of letting you know he is still there and he is alright now. Prayers that your pain eases and that you get many adcs.
