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| From: |
Gail |
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Sunday, July 06, 2008 2:01 AM ET |
| To: |
Teresa |
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For Teresa |
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Dear Teresa,
I guess I feel like I'm in between being positive and negative because I do remember all of the good times, new things I remember come up every day, but at the same time then I know we'll never do those things again or realize any of our dreams so I have very mixed emotions. I just miss him SO MUCH. How does one learn to do that, just remember the good times while you're suddenly eating your meals alone and lost your partner that you've done everything with???
I'm aware of a lot of natural things out there for depression, but I was allergic to them when I tried them for perimenopause which is why I started taking xanax on an as needed basis years ago. Of course, I was on a very low dose then, but I am determined to get off of these drugs. In 12 days I'll be off of the antidepressant completely, but am going to wait to see how I feel before I even attempt to lower the xanax yet. I made an appt. for three weeks and four weeks fro my last psychiatrist's appt. and I'll see how I'm doing and then decide which one to cancel.
I've been thinking about getting back to the health club, but I'm still in thinking mode. I still just don't have the will to want to go back, I have so much trouble wanting to do the things again that we did together, it's just so hard.
Love, Gail |
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