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Gail |
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Friday, July 04, 2008 4:50 PM ET |
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Answered Posts from the Other Day Further Down |
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Sorry I didn't answer them right away. The first night I couldn't sleep at all and then was so down I just couldn't write.
I still don't know what to do with my time. I have books all around me, but they don't hold my interest for any length of time at all. I can't even work in the yard today, the neighbors are all having picnics for the 4th and there I'd be working in the yard. Plus, soon the work will be finished and I'll be wondering what to do then.
Sometimes I tell myself maybe I'm really sick and I don't know it yet and that's why he took Dennis, but the graves next to ours, one died 30 years after the one died. I just can't even imagine living 30 years alone with him. I sure hope he's right and he knows God's reasons now and they really do make sense and while this seems like what we're going through seems like an eternity, it really is only like a blink in eternity.
Thank you all for being here, as so many of you say, you're the only ones who really understand. My next door neighbor says you have us, but they're out there picnicking right now and I haven't been asked over there once. She says I can come over whenever I want, but when you're down and out and crying, the last place you want to go is where someone has three children around. Her husband said, please just ask if there's anything we can do to help you with and I looked up at him as I was pulling weeds and the he started talking about how he needs to paint his garage and all of the things he has to do, it was like a joke.
Love, Gail |
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