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My mother passed away on June 17, 1998 at 7:00 p.m.
exactly from a four year bout with esophagal cancer. She was 65 years old. I am grateful
for finding this site and learned about from a friend who is trying to help me with my
grieving. My mother was the best friend I have ever had and I enjoyed every second of the
37 years I had with her. She will never be replaced. I only hope that I can live out the
rest of my years without her. Not a day goes by that I don't burst out in tears at the
thought of her. This is an incredibly difficult time. I have never lost someone so dear
and boy does it hurt! This emotional pain is more than anything I could have imagined. I
can truly say that I really feel for all of those who have lost a loved one. Thanks for
providing a source to share and vent!
hello Iam glad to see that so many other people share my
interest in this area thanks and I am looking forward to a long lasting relastionship.
I just love this page and visit often. I have had a few
afterlife experience which I feel a great honor in having. This is something that I have
been interested in for a long time. I love to chat in your chat room and share my
experiences and learn about others. In the past year I have been experiencing a lot (5-10
times a day) my phone ringing and no one there. Would like to know if perhaps it's someone
that has moved on into the afterlife and how to find out who it may be. My grandfather has
passed about a year ago so I do have my suspicions. Or it could be just a prank...who
knows. Thank you for this wonderful site!
I heard you on the radio on my way home from work. I lost
my mother over 10 years ago but I still talk with her. The day she died, we were in the
car on the way to be with her in the hospital, about 20 mins from the hospital I felt her
presence in the car and she told me that she was sorry but that she just hurt too much to
wait for us to get there, but that she loved us very much. Most people that I have told
about this think that I am just nuts. I am so glad to find that there are others that have
had this happen to them.
Thank you for this site. The warmth and love reaches out
.. all the way to Scandinavia.
I LOST MY ONLY SON OCT.30-98 . HE WAS KILLED IN A CAR
ACCIDENT. MY HUSBAND AND THREE DAUGHTERS ARE TRYING TO HELP EACH OTHER AS BEST AS WE CAN .
OUR SON WAS ONLY 19,AND HE --JASON, WAS AND STILL IS THE CENTRE OF OUR LIVES. EVERYDAY WE
TALK OF HIM. JASON HAS COME TO HIS SISTERS AND MY GRANDSON. I HAVE NOT HAD ANY EXPERIENCE,
MAYBE I AM IN TOO MUCH GRIEF FOR HIM TO COME THROUGH ,I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAVE READ ALL
OF GEORGE ANDERSON'S BOOKS AND AM READING YOUR'S HELLO FROM HEAVEN . THESE BOOKS ARE THE
ONLY WORDS THAT HAVE KEPT ME GOING.
I would just like to say that it is very reassuring to
have a site like this to realize that I am not alone with my grief. I am trying
desperately to come to terms with my losses and make a positive experience from the grief.
I lost my Mother Aug. 29, 1995 to lung cancer. I watched my very beautiful Mother suffer
in pain and virtually waste away. She died in my arms and I was relieved that her struggle
was over. I miss her very much. Then 6 months later my best friend Krista J. Omatick was
murdered by her ex-boyfriend. She was only 23. He killed her and her new boyfriend. He is
serving 2 life sentences. I feel as though I am also serving a life sentence. I do feel
comforted by the book "Talking to Heaven". I could not put it down. I want more
than anything to contact my Mother and my friend. I think I would be able to live in
peace. I also recently lost my Father in April of this year. I never got to resolve our
problems and I walk around with such guilt. I am just starting to study all of this. If
anyone can give me some advice on contacting your loved ones I would welcome it. I just
realized that we are all in this together, having lost people and needing closure. God
bless all of you. Some of your stories made me cry. Peace to all.......Michelle
did you know that any signings ever of this guestbook get
deleted? How many people saw mine of July 3, containing an offer of important information
to protect people with ADCs against psychiatry, before its deletion?
My 19 year old daughter died March 10, 1998 in a one car
accident. We have always had a strong spiritual faith and connection. I have logged, even
before reading your book, the many contacts Steph has made to her family and friends since
her transition...we have lovingly called them "angel sightings". Thanks to all
who have shared their's with us.
On July 7 my family lost "our rock" my Father
died suddenly on the golf course of a massive heart attack he was always in terrific
health and looked much younger than his 68 yrs. we are all devastated especially my mother
they have never been apart since they were teenagers they had so many wonderful plans on
how to spend their golden years he was always the optimist it all seems so unfair that he
should have been taken so soon without any warning I truly believe that the soul lives on
I would give anything to be able to see him one more time and to see his wonderful smile
he was loved by many not just our family
I LOST MY DAD ON THURSDAY 16TH JULY 1998, IT HAS BROKEN
MY HEART, I LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH, I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOME WAY THAT HE COULD CONTACT ME
JUST TO LET ME KNOW THAT HE'S OK, HE HAD BEEN ILL FOR SOME TIME BUT HE NEVER KNEW THAT HE
WAS DYING. I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
I lost my husband in 1995. The day after his death my
sister and I were walking down the driveway and came upon a HUGE vine of passion flower. I
love flowers and know all the flowers on my property this was never there before. He was
very passionate and I know he sent me the flowers. They bloom every year during the month
of his death. Yes, they are with us we can find some comfort in that. Jeanne
I learned about this site from a link in a post. I am
very interested in the "unknown". I have never lost anyone close and find
comfort in knowing that if and when I do - the relationship will continue on one
plane(sp?) or another. Thanks for sharing your experiences. :) Jen
Two years ago I lost my brother in a plane crash, he was
thirty-two. I feel that time has helped ease the pain, but more than anything else sites
like this have helped me the most. I recently lost my dog to a stroke, she was only 7. She
was like my child and my best friend, loosing her has brought back a lot of sadness I
thought I was over. I wondering if anyone has had any after death experiences with their
pets?
Thank you for providing affirmation of my ADC experiences
- it is nice to know that I am not alone. Your book "Hello From Heaven!" was as
comforting as it was informative.
I think your book is really good. I belive in life after
death and reancarnation. From Claire
I was most impressed with the web site. I lost my only
son on 11-14-95 due to a heart atack and my life have not been the same. I enjoy being
involved with parents with similar situations. There are not many on the web sits with
adult children who have passed on. Please inform me of any e-mail Thank You
I lost my soul-mate in 1994 and found a copy of Hello
From Heaven shortly thereafter. I began to read it during a flight to a near-by state and
I cannot tell you how beautiful an experience it was. To read the consoling words while
surrounded by the colors of the clouds was a piece of Heaven just for me. I have
experienced, in many ways, visits from him since his death, the most treasured of which is
a phota of him in a crowd 2 years after his death.
I heard about your site after looking up James
VanPraagh's site. I'm married 24 years and have 2 beautiful children.
Sometimes it just helps when you read the messages shared
by others touched by the loss of someone dear. It seems as we grow older, we have as many
in heaven as we have here on earth! I know that when God calls me home, I have a bevy of
familiar,much loved faces waiting for me. It gives me a great sense of joy to know that!
Just happened upon your site and very happy that I did!
I was very happy to have found your site, and to know
others have experienced what my family and I have experienced. About two weeks ago I had
what I thought was a dream my family was all there and as I was walking I saw my grandpa
who passed away 2 years ago yesterday I so shocked he said good job kids I looked to my
fiance to see if he could see him when I tuned back he was gone I woke right up with very
strong feeling of his presence Iknew this was more than a dream but I really didnt want to
tell anyone so I finally called my aunt who works with hospice and to my amazement she
told me it wasn't crazy this happens so today I finally got the courage to call my grandma
I asked her if grandpa has ever visited her since his death she was silent than asked why
I proceeded to tell the whole experience in detail she said two nights ago she felt
someone caressing her face while she was sleeping she woke right up and had goosebumps she
knew exactly who it was that next morning my uncle came by early before work grandma said
your not going to believe this and my uncle said yes he came to me also he said someone
was walking on the porch and tried to open the door but it was locked he also got
goosebumps he knew right away who it was he couldnt sleep the rest of th night on the
night they had there encounters was the date of his 2 years of passing away my grandmother
and I was in total shock he had visited all 3 of us in a matter of two weeks and Iam in
another country for a few months. Anyway I pleaswd to know Iam not crazy and very excited
to know he looking down upon us. i hope to learn more about my experience and thank you to
everyone else that shared there stories and helped enlighten my experience GOD BLESS
I have lost a sister in1958 died giving birth to her 2nd
child. Then I lost my brother Jan 94, he was passing from colon cancer. As he was staring
at the ceiling and beening 56 yr old{his mind was wonderful}He said "Dad says he was
scared" I said Dad was never afraid of anything. He said,No at this stag of his
passing he was scared. Of course being into this I ask if our sister was with Dad, He
said,YES they all are here,all the family that has passed. I asked questionsof my sis. He
gave me her answers. Each of us took a turn asking questions of the otherside. when it got
to my brother,s wife's cousin. {none of us from out of town thought anything of this til
after}.She asked if HER DAD WAS THERE? He asnwered "Yes, Jack is stand right next to
you.". She white knucked it on a chair. All of us from out of state didn't know that
MY BROTHER NEVER KNEW HER DAD'S NAME. My brother said "I see the light, and we told
him to go to the light.He said ,No, Our sister told him, not yet, they are not ready for
you yet. Thursday{this was on Tuesday.}He passed Friday at 1 A.M. Boy do I believe in the
otherside ..you bet. Go With G-d. Love to all, Diane
your site is amazing. I lost my boyfriend Billy in a car
accident on 5/30/91, and i am still having a hard time dealing with it (even though i have
since married). And i just lost my mother-in-law on 5-23-98. things are really bad right
now--and its so good to have a site to go to where other people understand. There have
been so many times i have felt both of their presences. Thank you for being here for me!
How do I get the book Hello from Heaven? I lost my 18
year old daughter suddenly and unexpectedly 3 years ago. The saying that time heals is
nonsense in my case. I have been lucky enough to be able to contact her on many occasions,
both through mediums and lately I have seen and heard her myself...but I want to learn
more on how best to accomplish this and also to perhaps visit the astral plane myself and
somehow to remember it. Also meeting my guide would be nice, I already have a painting of
him and his name and I know that he has helped me a lot in the past 3 years. Thanks for
reading folks - peace from the pain of grief be with you all. Love Linda
What a wonderful site. Thank you. I lost my 29 year old
son in a car accident 11/30/97. If it weren't for the fact that I have another wonderful
son (19), I am sure I would have died of a broken heart. After I received the phone call
from the Sheriff, I was sitting on the bed, whaling. Suddenly, I heard my sons voice
saying, "Mom, Mom". I stopped crying immediately and listened. "I'm
OK." , is what I heard. Then he showed me the accident (the sheriff had not told me
what happened and said that the coroner would be calling in a few minutes). My son showed
me how he "popped" out of his body and said "it was kinda cool". Then
he assured me again that he was OK. I began to weep once again and then the phone call
came. The coroner (sp?) told me exactly what my son had shown me. They had a head on
collision with a semi truck. I knew then that I had really heard him. Hanging on to those
experiences is another story when you are bereaved. However, it's wonderful to remember,
and also hear others stories. It helps to keep going. I love you Spencer. Thank you to
everyone for sharing.
THIS IS SUCH A NEAT SITE. I LOST MY GRANDFATHER 2 YEARS
AGO AND I STILL THINK ABOUT HIM ALOT. I SOMETIMES FEEL HE IS IN MY HOUSE. I HAVE ALOT OF
GUILT BECAUSE I DIDN'T VISIT HIM VERY MUCH TOWARDS THE END AND I DIDN'T MAKE IT TO THE
HOSPITAL BEFORE HE DIED. I WANT SO MUCH TO LET HIM KNOW THAT I LOVE HIM DEARLY AND I AM
SORRY.
This web site is so informative. When you loose a child
there is not anything anybody can say that helps.Especially if they haven't lost someone
too. You should not have to bury your children they are suppose to outlive you. Anyway on
Sept. 9, l997 my son Ted 16 yr old, passed away from Cystic Fibrosis and on Dec. 8, l997
my son Thomas 11 yrs.old also passed away from Cystic Fibrosis. Within 3 months to the day
I burried both my boys. Thomas had been doing so well until his brothers death. The
loneliness of loseing his brother and dealing with the future of this ugly disease was
more then Thomas could handle. He went in the hospital and within 1 week the day after his
11th Birthday he passed away. I lost both my boys in such a short time. They were my life
and my strength and my heroes.....but I am very blessed with the fact I do have 3
beautiful healthy girls that love and miss their brothers very much. It has been very hard
some day harder then others. Alot of days and nights it is this computer and sites like
this that help me get through the rough times. We also have alot of good friends and
family support. I just wanted to thankyou for sharing with me and letting me share some of
my loss and my sadness.
Our daughter Melissa died at the age of 19 while away at
college. Her cause of death was "cardiomyopathy", a heart disease which creates
a problem with the heart rhythm and causes sudden, unexpected death. We've had a hard
time, but our faith,friends, and close contact with our angel daughter have sustained us.
Recently, our daughter's spirit essesnce appeared in a photograph that we took of her
younger brother. A medium verified for us that it was our daughter, and so did our parish
priest. We are overwhelmed to have a physical representation of our daughter's new,
beautiful, awesome form. If you want to talk to me about cardiac arhythmia or any other
aspect dealing with the death of a young adult child, I would be interested in hearing
from you. God bless you all!
My son, Benjy, was in a car accident on June 10, 1997. He
lived for 30 hours and was declared brain dead on June 11, 1998. It was about 4 weeks
after the funeral and I had just gone back to work. I was praying so intently asking God
to let me see or hear from Ben. The only way to describe it - it's like I was in a trance.
Ben said, "Mom, Mom." And I sai, "yes, Ben." He said, "Mom, it's
so cool up her in Heaven - no not cool. There are no words that you know to describe what
it's like. The only word that I can think of that kind of describes it is AWESOME! But,
it's so much more than awesome." Benjy's voice was so excited - like I had never
heard before. He continued by saying,"Mom, I just want to tell you that I love you so
much. And, please tell Dad and Blake that I love them too. Promise me, mom, that you'll
tell Dad and Blake how much I love them." I said, "I promise that I will tell
Dad and Blake that you love them. I love you Benjy." THEN, I heard a strong voice
say, "Robin, I'm so proud of you. Keep believing in Me and spreading My word. Don't
worry aabout Ben. He's happy, whole and free from any pain. I'll be with him until you can
be with him. Keep believing!" IT WAS OVER. I came out of that so called trance and
looked around and shook my head wondering what had just taken place. I was smiling though
and I felt complete peace and calm from the top of my head to my toes. Then I thought I
must have had a nervous breakdown. But if felt so happy. I JUST TALKED TO BENJY AND TO
GOD!!!! I knew he was OK and in Heaven with God!!! And he was still with me!!! I called my
husband and told him. I asked Bill if he thought that I was losing my mind. And he said
that he believe me. That Ben and God had blessed my by talkign with me and letting me know
that Benjy is still alive. Just not with me, but in Heaven. Praise God! That experience
has changed my life. I love you Benjy and God!!!
love your page. i've lost both of my parents, and i find
it the hardest thing to live with.
I actually stumbled across your website while looking at
James Van Praaghs page I think its great that people do have this to turn to. My mother
passed away almost two years ago very unexpectedlyand the police classified it as a freak
accident. I was only 19 and she was only 39 and needless to say since she has been gone I
have felt lost, confused and I have constantly wondered what exactly happened the night
she died. It was the first time in all my life I was not with her. I wish I could say I
have had experiences wher I felt her but I havent and this seems strange since we had such
a stong bond. Anyway thats how I got here, I was just looking to see if there is anyone
out there who could answer my questions and maybe help me make contact with my momma.
My son was killed in an accident Sept.29,1995.My grandson
(not his son) was concieved about 2 weeks before his death,naturally he never seen my
son.He now gets scared and tells us he sees a man which no one else can see.When we ask
him who the man is he says my son's name.I would like to think that my son is somehow
communicating through this child........
I am so glad I found this great site! I lost my30 yr old
brother Andy last year to suicide. It is hard enough dealing with a death in which you
know is forthcoming due to old age or terminal illness, but to lose someone so
unexpectantly is extremely hard to accept. A little over a year has past since his death.
Time as they say, does heal. But for the first few months after Andy's death, I was
numb..a Zombie. I couldn't function normally as I was filled with utter shock, disbelief,
and a deep set in grief. One night, a few weeks after the death, I was laying on the couch
reading through a book I had just bought on suicide. I had just finished reading a chapter
about how souls that have passed on try to communicate with us by using various methods.
The house was very quiet..it was around 2am, and I layed the book on my lap and was filled
with a warm feeling throughout my body. I thought how wonderful it would be to have Andy
send or show me some sort of signal to let me know he is okay, and that he is still with
us. About a minute or two after the thought, my cordless phone began to ring two rings at
a time (which it only does if you press the intercom button on the hand piece) To stop the
ringing, I had to press the on/talk button. I was sure it was Andy trying to signal me. I
felt him there. It was a fantastic, exhilirating moment! I sat there on the couch just
staring at the phone, listening to the double rings sound over and over. Being that it was
so late, I figured I better get up and make it stop ringing before it woke the kids. Only
minutes after stopping the ring, I was still stunned and asking out loud, "Andy, if
that was you, please do it again!" Nothing happened and I started to wonder if it
were merely a coincidence. I was feeling let down as I headed into my bedroom to finally
get some sleep. As soon as I covered myself with the blanket, the ringing started again. I
got up, went out to the living room, pressed the button to stop the ringing and thanked
Andy for listening, told him I love him and said goodnight. That experience was a
tremendous help in letting me deal with my grief. I believe our loved ones whom have
passed are always with us. They listen to us and they come to talk to us in our dream
state when we are most receptive to their messages. The days come and go with passing
seasons, holidays, birthdays and anniversaries that are sometimes hard to deal with. But
time does heal. And I know Andy will always be with me.
It has been almost two years since my fiance was killed
in a car accident. Soon after his death i knew he was with me because i felt him and on
occasions i have smelled his aroma when i have entered a room. I am a believer in the
afterlife and hope to be reunited with the man who i believe was my soulmate. I am no
longer afraid of death and although we were together for only five years and i am only 22,
i know that love is eternal and i will be with him again. i must be patient and do what i
have to do in this life because each passing day is another day that i get to being closer
to my loved one
Today is June 15, and it's been 8 days since my Dad was
pronounced as brain dead. I could swear that I felt him as he passed on to the other side.
The next time that I saw him he was still on life support, but I knew in my heart that he
was already gone. I look forward to hearing from him. Found this site in the book,
"Hello From Heaven".
Hi...My name is Jenelle...I am 15 years old. I recently
lost my cousin Rain, she was 4 months old and the day after she died, she would've been 5
months. I miss her alot...I still remember babysitting her, holding her...and I still cry
to this day. Also, 11 years ago (June 17th) -- would be my father's death...I was only 4
years old when he died, so I didnt understand what was going on, and don't remember him. I
wish that I could've known him longer...but I sometimes think -- is it better he died
while I was young? What I mean is if he would've died recently, wouldnt've it been harder?
If anyone agree's or disagree's with my question, please E-mail me. Anyways, I've lost
many others in my life, including grandparents and friends of the family...I just wanna
say -- You never realize how much you love someone until their gone, so take advantage of
the time you've got to spend with them...
I lost my brother about 5 years ago. I still miss him
dearly. After his death I believe he was around. We had a salt shaker fall over. And when
I was out of town stay in a hotel room. The bathroom light came on by itself. I was upset
about a fight I had with my boyfriend. I still want very much to see him and talk to him.
And have hope and prayed for that to happen. He died a month before his 30th birthday.
I recently celebrated my parents' life at by revisiting
their graves close to the one year anniversary of death and erecting a momument to their
life. My soul has been on a roller coaster ride since last year. My father made his
transition three weeks to the day after the death of my mom. He knew he could not live
without her, and made a conscious decision (they may have discussed this ahead of time) to
stop eating, to refuse his heart medication, and to pass into another rhealm. The
downslope of the roller coaster comes when I remember his last day of life, and regret
that I didn't stay with him until the end. The uphill climb comes when I visit my
grandchild who was a gift from G-d to help me get through this troubling year. I tell
everybody that the baby is my "drug of choice." Whenever I need a lift, I go
visit him and just seeing his smile, and holding his little hand cheer me. I have had
visits from my Dad in dreams. He has danced with me, smiling, and assuring me that he was
alright. My brother died two years before my parents. He came to me in a dream, looking
for Mom. I told him he couldn't take her with him yet, that Daddy needed her to care for
him a little while longer. My Mom was in the hospital at the time with a bleeding ulcer
and pneumonia (83 years old), and the next day, she was feeding herself, and she made a
miraculous recovery within the next few days. We not only received messages, but we are
able to transmit. I long for more communication, but I know, that at the times when I most
need to share with my parents, they are hovering over me, indeed sharing those moments.
G-d bless you all who are searching -- be patient, the answers are with you, and will be
made clear.
I'm reading your book and really enjoying it. I lost my
husband in a car accident in 1995 and believe they do live on on the other side. I feel
many times him near helping me. I 'm glad to see by your guestbook I'm not alone still
thinking and loving them even tho we cant see them we know they stay close to us. Thanks
for this site it's helps to know others are out there feeling the same.
I am a 13/M and in my life I have lost my grandparents,
my father left me, my mom died, and my aunt also died. I now live with my uncle and I
wanted to say how much I love the chat rooms here. The really helped me getting over the
pain. Thank you a lot you have a great site. Thanx again
Finally. Someone else who beleaives. I love your book and
your web site. I hope to meet people that can understand what I'm going through and
willing to listen.. God bless all who beleave and thanks for being there.
I came here on the advice of a mother whose son is till
grieving over his best friend's death a year ago. I am 50 and a widower for 2 years and
hope to get some peace of mind while browsing this site. Thanks for making this site
available to people like me. Paul J.
What a wonderful site.
Anxious to get and read your book- Thanks for answering
my questions and keeping in touch-
I lost my daughter in a car accident 6 years ago and my
life has improved so much since then. I have had many experiences that has let me know she
is still with me and is improving the quality of my life!! Miracles I could talk about but
many are skeptical!
I love this site, I was overwhelmed with grief until I
read the stories in your guest book. Now I know I'm not crazy. I have been visited by my
dead loved ones, thank you for giving me hope. Hope makes my life worth living. |
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