I can still see his big grin when I close my eyes. He was known for that beautiful smile of his. Towards the end of his life he became deeply depressed, the smile was gone forever. We never knew what plunged him into such a deep depression, he wouldn't talk about it. This went on for months and then the call came that he was in a coma, there was no hope. My world fell apart 51 years ago when he left us. I became paranoid about anything happening to my mother. She was literally all the family I had at that time. My daughter was yet to be born. I am so grateful to have her and as I mentioned in my previous post, if not for leaving her all alone in this world, I would be thrilled to finally reunite with my mom and dad. What a glorious day that would be!
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