| Barbara, You had so much courage to go on your trip. That is a great accomplish. Feeling sad is normal. You miss your Husbands physical presence. I had a very hard time going to all the places Donnie and I had been to together, even the grocery store, as people would ask about him and it was all I could do to get out of there as tears were streaming down my face. The first trip I went on was with my sister , to the beach. It was a beautiful place and I appreciated just watching the ocean and the sea birds. But I still had the sadness. I think we sometimes need to do things just because we have to still live in this physical world, but it doesn't mean we are not sad at not being able to see our loved one. I know your Husband was so proud of you for taking this trip, and you proved you can function and do things you need to do , no matter how hard. You deserve a medal in my book. Just hold on to the thought that your Husband is still with you, just invisible to this world. |
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