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From: DonniesCarole
Date: Tuesday, May 09, 2017 9:21 AM
To: Josies-angel
Subject: Re: 2 adcs
Josie, I have had that feeling. I can't explain it, but I also thought,, did we ever really have a life together and did I just dream all of it, and then I wonder am I dreaming now. It's all so crazy and mixed up, on one hand I know Donnie is with me , just in a higher state of existence, and on the other hand , I wonder how can I be sad if he is with me. Then the adcs make me happy, and I know he is near, just invisable to the world. So many in the world don't believe in an afterlife or at least don't believe we can communicate with our loved ones. It's especially hard when others close to us give us a funny look, as if to say 'is she nuts". , and then the professionals in grief counceling give you a list of how grief is supposed to progress. In my book there is no list, it is the way it is from day to day. Some days I wake up happy and can just feel Donnie's presence, and other days I wake up sad, after I have had one of those crazy dreams of mine. In my mind I can hear Donnie communicating with me, and I know it's him. Josie it has been almost eleven years for me, and it seems this year has been harder than others. I can't explain that either. Sorry for rambling on. Just know whatever you're feeling, at the time you are feeling it, is ok. Bill loves you and will be there , he's not going away and he understands that you have to go through all these emotions. I have heard it said , we choose to come and have these experiences, to have growth for our souls. Josie, I have had to learn a whole new way of thinking about things, that are so different from what we are taught by society. When you get these confusing feelings, just tell Bill you need him to help you through them, try to visualize him pulling you up out of that pit and walking with his arm around you. With all the crazy things going on in the world today, I do know this one truth, our loved ones are alive and well and loving us so much. Try to hold on to that. My Grandmother used to tell me after my Grandfather passed, "you just don't know". and she was right, until someone goes through this, they just don't know. Our loved ones may not be in a physical body, but they are every bit as real and even more so than before.

 
 
   
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