You are going to get through this! I can't tell you how much I feel for you. I know how this feels.
Today I am having some flooring replaced in my home so it will be a busy, noisy day for me. It is funny you think I am strong. I have heard this from other people. I don't feel strong, but I appreciate it!
(What doesn't kill you makes you stronger!)
I will think about you today and send my prayers and nothing but flowers and butterflies your way!
Cheers to you!