It has been so long since I've been here 10 years and I still struggle with my losses.
Well, I have had dream visits, I consider them disturbing. My mom and I were so very close. But, my dream visits are different. I feel like my mom is distant, as if we were just acquaintances. My moms friend called to tell me she had her first dream visit of her and it was the same for her also.
I guess I feel even more alone as I'm beginning to realize, what I think I will be welcomed by when it comes to my time will not be the people I have been missing so much here. Perhaps no one will even great me for that matter.
Has anyone had disturbing dream visits like this ?