I am doing OK. One day at a time. This is a very hard new reality for me, so one day at a time.
I am trying to remember to keep track of these dreams that I have because they are so amazing to me. I woke up during the dream because I felt the communication with him slipping away and I woke up asking him not to leave yet. So I remembered the dream straight away.... and have remembered it since. It was so real to me, like it actually happened and I guess the evidence of the bruise shows that it actually did happen.
That dream stuck with me for days afterwards...