Dear Juanita,
Thank you so much for you understanding and your compassion.
Yes it is strange...I thought about that too that many times I seem to be flooded with memories when I'm in the shower, and I thought maybe because water can wash away, maybe even a little pain.
Many of my good memories have been blocked, and I have only been able to remember a select few. I was so happy to remember so many the other night. It was just a very rough week and I needed to let it out, and I'm so glad you were all able to listen.
You are so right it is love that matters in the end. I remember such a good memory that I had with him a couple of years ago. Matthew had moved into his first apt, and he was expressing to me that he didn't know what he wanted to do with his life. I remember hugging him and kissing him on the cheek, and wispering into his ear...how much I loved and believed in him; I still do.
I think you husband Stanley is a wise man, and I say is because I know he is still with you. Thanks for your insight and wisdom Juanita. I know it has been very difficult for you also. I don't know if you saw my post way down below when I responded to your message.
Hugs,
Andrea |
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